I made myself a perfect burger tonight.

Ground beef - onions - garlic salt - groundpepper - bit of cilantro-

patty em, cook em

served with cilantro on top - spicy mustard mayo

carrots on the side.

my love
my sketchbook
the head on my shoulders
my heart and thoughts within my chest
a pear
an apple
avacado green dreams
a sensitve nose
and every bit of unconcious akward reality i can cram into my small frame of a body.

yesterday was well.

The weather was simply beautiful and in the 70's. I had gone to the grocery store and picked up some vegetables for a dinner dish i was going to make.

a take off from the dish Ratatouille:
you throw some onions and green peppers in a frying pan with a little butter, cook those up.
Put a layer of sliced zucchini on top and cook those untill they become transparent.
Throw some cut up garlic on there, or garlic salt, and then a layer of sliced tomatoes/canned chunked tomatoes.
Top it off with alot of parmasean cheese or feta is good too.

let it cook. mm its soo good. it reminds me of being home with my family and pulling all of those delicious veggies straight out of our garden in the back yard. One of the simple pleasures of living in the country.

tonight has been
boring and lazy and im thinking i should go to bed. I tend to crash early in the night even though sometimes i can stay up forever.

Life is wonderful lately, i love living my life, and being who i am. Schools almost out and im looking forward to some hot sticky weather. I love warmth. mm.

i was playing beer pong earlier tonight and i was having fun, got calls from some people and decided i should just go to bed and dream about zombies like i did last night. crazy dreams.


heart to heart.

Hillbillie party last night, and i woke up thinking about the blues. My roomate woke up and we cuddled up together.

pancakes on the mind.
Thick pancakes.

This morning will be nice, eat pancakes in bed and watch forest gump in our cave. The smell of smoke and beer hovers, but it's alright, we are happy this morning. We have each other and we are happy when we are together.


why do i still feel lonely?